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I Pretend posted Nov 12th 2009, 12:11AM
Mood: DeadMusic: Mozart- requiem
I like to pretend that I'm good looking...

I like to pretend that I'll get a girl...

I like to pretend that I'm smart...

I like to pretend I'm thin...

But most of all...

I like to pretend I'm NORMAL

Since the age of 10 I've been Bipolar

I pretend that I'm happy
  When in fact I'm misreble

I pretend to be healthy
  When In fact I'm sick

I pretend to care
  When in fact I've given up

I pretend to make progress in therapy
  When in fact I'm fucked in the head

I pretend to laugh
  When in fact I'm dying inside

I pretend to succeed
  When in fact I'm a failure

I pretend to feel
  When in fact I'm numb

I pretend to love
  When in fact all I feel is hatred

I pretend to socialize
  When in fact I'm isolated

I pretend to smile
  When in fact I frown

I pretend to make friends
  When in fact I want to be left alone

But most of all...

I pretend to live
  When in fact I'm dead

         
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